You’d think I’d have it all figured out.

I don’t.

Turns out, the hardest person to convince is still my own anxious brain.

My life has now become an experiment in surrender, a living test of whether faith can survive the wild.

I’m a confessional theologian and spiritual psychologist; the woman testing her theology in the field.

Here, we explore the full weight of our tiny rebellions of grace: choosing connection over competition, gentleness over pride, love over self-protection, and whatever else grace dares us to try.

If your brain won’t stop analyzing and your soul just wants to breathe, pull up a chair and welcome home. Welcome to the experiment.