I have so many things that I am doing in my life and there seems to be no way to juggle it all. I am afraid of messing up so many things in my life and I don't want to let the people around me down. I really just feel like I am going to let one thing slip and everything else is going to go and cave in on top of it. I have so much stacked on my shoulders and I am afraid that it will affect my academics and my athletics if I don't fix it. Anyone in the same situation with any help for me. I am scared of what is happening to me and who I am becoming. I am falling away from God and I don't know what to do, especially since I live in a very small community with little Christian support. I feel so alone and I need to find my way back to a life centered around God and I need a way to keep a relationship with him because I lose sight so quick. I need help and I need away out of the trap I feel I am in.