Today was not the best day. I felt like...for lack of a better word, crap. I felt like there was so much that I had done wrong, bad wrong, that no one should be happy with me, or love me. Especially God...and my family, and fiance. Yet they all still do. "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." (John 3:16 KJV). And I still feel bad. Maybe it's just my hormones, or from missing my fiance, among other things? IDK. But I don't like it.
I have asked for forgiveness, and I know that I am. But my heart still feels pressed on. What is it? The Devil trying to get to me? Or something, or some One else? I don't know. Maybe I'll feel better in the morning. I feel better than I did this morning, but not fully better.
Maybe I just need sleep. I think I'll go shopping tomorrow. It helps sometimes...depending on how much I spend. LOL.
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Comment by Emily Madison on May 10, 2012 at 11:30am Maybe she meant like give a homeless person with no money food! :) lol
Comment by Candi Michelle on March 30, 2012 at 11:50pm Thanks, Maggie. :) I try. And what do you mean pay for some person who might not have the money?
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