This year, I want to change for the better in every single way. I want to get healthier, become a better student, friend, daughter, and most of all I want to become closer to God. But I know I can't do it alone and yet I feel like there is no one around me in my life that I can share me with- all of me. I feel alone, and yes, I do have God, but I don't have an abundance of friends that I feel like I can actually pour me out to. The friends that I could, I can't see very often because we're all busy and we live too far away. In short, I want to change. I have changed. I'm not what I used to be but I'm stuck in a life and situation that suited me better before. I broke out of my shell but now the jar I'm in is too small too. I want change this year. I want to be the girl who radiates, the girl and eventual woman I dream of becoming. But I need help and support and friends to be with me and walk with me. I can't be alone anymore. I just can't.