Before I post I want to say,hello everyone! I'm back!(: Haha,okay.
--Before summer came I made a resolution to study the bible and read it everyday so I could become a better person spiritually and in the world. But I've failed. At first I did really good. For the first few weeks I wrote in my God journal and read a chapter or two every day. But still I felt nothing. The words I were reading weren't speaking to me and with my sister sharing a room with me,I never had time to read (She's nine and watches tv alot).
So,I stopped reading the bible. I went back to my old ways and reactivated my facebook;which my parents forbid me to be on. I stopped coming on here and I did things I am not proud of. But now I want to change. I feel guilty and angry at my self that I did such a thing.
I want to go back to school and be a new person. I want my old friends and people who have yet to know me to look at me and know there's something different about me. I no longer want to be that girl who dates any guy who looks her way or the girl who doesn't care about anything. I want to be known as the girl who loves everyone and loves God. The girl who's not emberassed of the Gospel.
But it's already August 13 and school comes back on the 27th for me. I'm not sure if I'll be able to fulfill those goals but I was hoping some of you or whoever reads this could give me some tips. Like what to do when my younger sibling wants to watch tv and I need to read the bible. Stuff like that really. Because I really want to change so I can be on fire for the Lord.
Thanks for reading(: