I am struggling with a lot, and I have finally been able to admit it to myself. My life isn't as bad as it could be but i am realizing what I can control and what i can't. I let soccer and school become my priorities and kind of left no time for God. At dinner today my family was discussing forgiveness and how we treat those who aren't christians and it was kind of a wake up call for me. I just feel like i don't understand my faith and what becoming a christian really means. I've had this problem before: not understanding if i have officially accepted Christ because I don't really feel anything. I don't have that passion that everybody talks about and i don't really feel like I have a testimony. I guess not all testimonies have to be dramatic but i didn't feel like my faith is anything special, though i know the bible says it is. I guess what i am asking for is just your prayers that i can figure it out and grown in my faith..plz plz plz keep me in your prayers..I'm really confused..