A lot of people don't relize how hard it is to watch someone who you love so much slowly die. To see them go out and act so normal, that you wouldn't think even for a moment that they're sick. They look so normal. But when they get home, they need to sit down, put on their oxygen mask and sleep. It's so hard to stay in that room, to hear the oxygen machine tick.
And to be in school, and listen to people joke about cancer, dying, ect. It's funny until someone who you hold dear is the one who's trying to kick cancer's butt. Then it's not funny. At all. You just want to hide, curl into a ball and cry.
Never undervalue the gift of life. It's so precious. And after all, in life there is only one certainty; death. Use every moment as if you won't get another. Cherish it.
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Comment by Kathleen Adams on September 28, 2012 at 11:41pm I agree with Amanda. Keep faith and even if it feels like gravity is pulling you away from God's word you have to study it. With pray and studying God's word you will strengthen your faith in this hard time.
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Your sister in Christ,
Kathleen
Comment by Rachelle Aubrey on September 28, 2012 at 9:10am You are very right about this.
Comment by Rachelle Aubrey on September 28, 2012 at 9:10am Well, I don't think cancer or anything like that is funny at all. It's very serious.
Amanda is right! They don't realize how you are hurting and they need to! Forget the jokes and stand up for yourself. Tell the people who joke about your pain to stop!
Comment by Amanda Green on September 24, 2012 at 5:43pm God is always with you and your loved one...no matter what never question his love for both of you! Close off your ears to those who joke or explain to them how it is not funny. Hopefully they will see how wicked they sound!
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