About a month and a half ago I went through a ROUGH breakup! :( It stunk. The last time we saw each other, I asked, "So this is it?" and he said I'm sorry!.. Although he implied that it was the end, I knew it wasn't. I know that is not it. At least I don't think it is. It is so frustrating because I can't figure out whether it is God telling me it's not the end or just me wishing. I want to know so badly. I want to know so that if it is him, then I can just sit back and wait & if it is not him, so that I can move on, and not sit here waiting on him for the rest of my life. I know you're probably going to tell me that I shouldn't be worried, but I have been trying not to worry ever since the day we broke up. I cannot help but worry! At night I ask God to send me a dream. Not just any ordinary dream, but a dream that shows who I am meant to be with. I don't know whether this is right or not, but I do it anyway.. I just want to know so very badly. What do you think??