I am starting to rethink God's plan for me. Before I thought it was working with the children at my last job because it was something I really enjoyed and felt like God had given me a talent for. Now I'm starting to see that maybe God had a little different idea of where I should be. I got let go. Though I tried so hard to do everything that was expected of me it made me realise that I am not super woman. I am only capable of doing so much. Perhaps the group I was working with was not for me after all. Though it deeply hurt me, I decided I could sit around and make myself feel like crap, or I could accept that maybe God is leading me somewhere else, somewhere that he wants me to be. Somewhere that I could make an even bigger difference. And I'm terrified. New adventures mean risks, and blind faith at that. But I seriously think that maybe that's what God wants me to learn: How to trust him and put my full faith on him, even though it hurts and I don't understand.
Please pray that God leads me where he wants me to be and I'd love to hear any stories of you all who have lost your job or had a change in your directions of your dreams.