I am starting to rethink God's plan for me. Before I thought it was working with the children at my last job because it was something I really enjoyed and felt like God had given me a talent for. Now I'm starting to see that maybe God had a little different idea of where I should be. I got let go. Though I tried so hard to do everything that was expected of me it made me realise that I am not super woman. I am only capable of doing so much. Perhaps the group I was working with was not for me after all. Though it deeply hurt me, I decided I could sit around and make myself feel like crap, or I could accept that maybe God is leading me somewhere else, somewhere that he wants me to be. Somewhere that I could make an even bigger difference. And I'm terrified. New adventures mean risks, and blind faith at that. But I seriously think that maybe that's what God wants me to learn: How to trust him and put my full faith on him, even though it hurts and I don't understand.
Please pray that God leads me where he wants me to be and I'd love to hear any stories of you all who have lost your job or had a change in your directions of your dreams.
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I am only fifteen and I know how you feel!!!!!! My first calling was to be a middle school teacher, then he changed it to music teaching! Now I feel like its back to teaching!!!! I will pray for you!!!!!!!!
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Comment by Haley G. Zachry on August 13, 2012 at 12:45pm I will be praying for you!!
I had a similar thing going on the past few years, while I was thinking about what college to go to. I used to really want to be a brain surgeon, and I thought that was what God had in mind for me. I started looking at different schools and programs that I could do and I was getting really excited about it, and I was praying every day thatGod would show me His plan. So then I started feeling doubtful about that and started looking into other things. When I was signing up for my classes in my senior year of high school, God pointed me in the direction of chemistry 2, even though I thought I really didn't want to take that class. I talked to my chemistry teacher throughout the year, and with some more praying, I ended up getting into one of the best engineering schools in the country and am leaving for it next week, and I'm majoring in Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering! Something I didn't even know existed! I'm so glad I listened to God!!
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