Step one of the God Girl was just another piece of evidence that proved to me I need to stop running from the Lord. I need to hand my fears and insecurities to him in order to get over them, not keep them from him! The digging deeper aspect of the lesson included reading Romans for 7 days. As I started off with just chapters 1 and 2 I noticed some verses talking about circumcision and how it was more of a spiritual matter than a physical one. This spoke to me in a way that helped me conclude believing is not just about seeming to to the right things, but also thinking and feeling the right things. As we are human and imperfect that is not always possible but it can become a more regular occurrence. While I was listening to the worship music provided i began to pray. The prayer opened my eyes to many things and helped me to feel better and less lonely, which is a feeling I have been experiencing often lately. I do not think I am yet ready to tackle the mission of the Morning Watch but when I am much stronger I will jump in head first! Thanks to Hayley DiMarco for such an amazing website.