EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     Aaaaaaaaaah the sweet feeling inside of me that never grows old when I am around my close friend!!!!!!!! I want every girl to feel this way...the feeling of being loved by one outside of your biological family!!!!!!!!!!! 

      I struggled and still do struggle with the fact that I thought no one was ever going to love me and how I was ugly and fat and it basically came down to me almost wanting to harm myself !!!!!!!! I wanted to just sit in a cornor and never talk to any one!!!!!!!!! I was mainly embarassed with the upper torso of my body (as stupid as that sounds, I was!!!!!) So I would wear baggy clothes so people wouldn't look at my breast! I feel soooooo silly admitting it but that was what was happening to me and going through my mind!!!:-( Then I met some people who changed me mind almost instantly, I know some of you might be a little skeptical about something like that changing in just days, but it's true.

      The guys that helped changed my mind soon became very close friends to me. I know this sounds cheesey but because of them I started eating more, became more confident and because of their encouragement I entered a singing contest and got in the 1st place devision!!!!!!!!! :-) I was helping girls with their self- confidence when I barely had any!!!!!!! Now because of the guys help I am now in the process of becoming more then friends with one of the guys.

     So if you think that being friends leads to wrong then think again because I am the only girl at the school in 7th-12th grade and I am friends with almost all the guys and I turned out fine!!!!!! In fact I turned out better. Soooooo ya I don't think we should put guys on such a bad level that we do.

Luv y'all,

Katie :-) <3