Maybe not worth anything but strong enough to cause me to start typing.
Currently feeling like I'm being attacked. Felt attacked before, there was a year when I felt like I was being cut to ribbons, like a sword was just slicing me and I couldn't go to anyone to let them know- they wouldn't understand. My friends would respond by teasing or joking and not taking it seriously, or they would get angry or just disregard it- not helpful at all so I suffered alone in silence which added to…Continue
So my current frustration.
I have this ridiculuous balance where half the time I'm so insecure with low self-esteem and comparing myself to others so it makes me quiet and afraid, the other half the time I have the biggest ego and I think I'm the ugliest, proudest, most arrogant and selfish person with a high opinion of myself looking down on others to make myself feel good and not showing much love.
I hate it cos I don't know which one is really me and therefore which one to…Continue